Ok we're starting again!

I'm terrible at this whole posting blog thing lol - I have to get into the habit of doing it :-P

The past week my emotions have been all over the place - and I've been really depressed because I haven't been sticking to my plan of gymming and eating right and my new medication has made me gain weight rapidly :-(

which kind of defeats the purpose of it lol

Today I feel like I've achieved something - like I've overcome a mental obstacle and can really change myself :-)

I had a lab this morning from 9-12 and after that I was feeling so sick and had some food and worked on my physics lab book until 2 when i had to hand in my physics lab book and do a test - which I will pass (yay) afterwards I came home and I haven't had any food since. I think I've just gotten over a small part of the hump. There is still a long way to go before I get close to my goal weight but I think I'm better prepared now.