Raw food diet...

For the past three days I've been on a raw food vegan diet. It's not really that hard. I came across it while reading a book actually. I eat fruit, vegetables, nuts, drink water and if I want, juice.

So far so good, eating so cleanly makes me feel really clean. I don't feel bloated after a meal and I don't have the compulsion to eat more than I need anymore. I've also been doing yoga in the morning (just 30 minutes) but at least it's something.

I feel really good about myself right now. But I'm also freaking out because I've got exams this week and next. I have my genetics exam tomorrow and I haven't been studying - I feel like I just don't care about it anymore. I want to do something else at uni. But the science field is full of opportunity. I've already done my Maths exam (FAIL!) and Microbiology which will be fine. Genetics I'm worried about and I have Physics next friday but I should be okay with that.

At least I'm feeling good in some aspects of my life at the moment.

Violet!

screw it!

I'm starting tonight!

Violet!

thank goodness for inspiration...

Tomorrow, tomorrow....

Tomorrow I would like to be starting my fast (inspired by a new blog I found! she is wonderful) but I think I should wait for a week until after I finish my uni exams! Especially because maths just takes it right out of me.

I'm so sick of being fat :( and I've disappointed myself by not sticking to a particular diet or exercise schedule.

Once my exams are over I will start a fast and see how long I can go - if not complete fast than at least a very low calorie diet. I will have about 1 month before I have to go back to uni so hopefully I will get used to a routine before than.

Violet!!

hmmm...

Well, it's been nine days since my last post and I haven't made any progress. I don't understand why it's getting so hard. I've been absolutely nuts with my diet. Especially when I'm at uni my friends and I go out to lunch and my lunch is just as unhealthy as theirs. :(

So, I'm going to try again! I really want to get thin again and I just can't control myself.

Gosh I really suck right now.

But it's time (again) for a clean slate. If the girls below can do it, then surely I can too!!

Violet!